Dear Everyone

Dear school,

I'm sorry I don't get my work done on time,

But I dont have the strength when the depression just pulls me back to my bed.

Dear parents,

I'm sorry I'm not a good role model for my siblings,

But life has been rough for a while now and being strong for them is hard.

Dear bae,

I'm sorry I can't keep you happy and myself happy,

But I'm trying love, despite the fact that I'm not happy with life anymore.

Dear siblings,

I'm sorry you have to hear me cry myself to sleep at night from down the hall,

But it's at night that the demons come to play with how I feel about myself and I just can't help but listen.

Dear friends,

I'm sorry I don't hang out anymore, or text you guys,

But I stay up late at night and I need to sleep to look like I'm not falling apart in front of you guys.

Dear society,

I'm sorry I'm not what you would consider normal,

But your idea of normal is everything I just can't be no matter how hard I try.

Dear self,

You hurt people and always come up with excuses as to why...

You are your depression

You are your anxiety

You are your scars

You are your fear

You are your insomnia and your sleepless nights.

You are... You