Soulmates

As I look back on pictures from just a year ago, I began to cry as the sight of what was before is never more.

Within one year it was gone from me. It feels as if someone has ripped my soul in half and I'm staggering around like a drunk begging for someone to please shoot me dead and put me out of my misery because this half life is almost no life without me soulmates to be with. As I look out to the pasture it's empty now. I miss my Zeus the most.

His sweet kindhearted way was just amazing.

The swiftness in which it all happened was staggering. Within one week I lost 2 souls to Death 2days apart. I was left with my sweet girl but they need a herd. So we found her a home that could care for her.

Gone. All my sweet mates are gone.

I don't expect anyone to understand this, but they were truly a part of my Soul as I was theirs. They were the best parts of my days.

Just the smell of their skin, their touch, their manes the swish of their tail, I want it all back. For me being without them is like being without life support.

One can have a bad day, go out talk to his horses while he grooms them and in a short time everything is well with his Soul. They are the very breath of God! I believe that.

I can't believe it's only been a year.