every sigh seems like a prayer

there are days when I wake up trembling

as if it’s just been yesterday

the thought that you are no more haunts me to the day

your face is almost dotted in my memory,

every sigh seems like a prayer, a longing to see you

I am pretty tired of the notion of one last chance to see someone

as if it would change anything, it’s just our one hope to make things right

hear what our ears what to hear, imagine what could have happened but

one chance wouldn’t change how things are, I wouldn’t have left my pain with you

I wouldn’t be any different with you, I would just be better around you

you you were the first one to make me feel proud of who I am

dews on eyelashes, maron flush olive green dune white memories

yesterday left like an empty promise

every summer vacation, the sun melts my skin

the longing for monsoon and you have been the same