Some message that I never sent because it became a song and flew away; the pain was too much to stay

You can question a whole bunch of things, whatever will make you feel better about the life you want to live; I’ve held my feelings back because I know that you’re a runner and I can’t just sit and give you a million reasons just to stay

I know that if I hold you and you long for holding tighter eventually you only go away

I wan the things that I can give to be enough for you

But I don’t see anything but pain from what I do

So I’m trying hard to walk away like you’ve asked me to

I’m doing hard to try, to get through every day

And do things the right way like you’ve asked me to

I don’t want to cry i don’t want to beg

Because I’m afraid that if I do

The more that I’ll try, the less that you’ll want

I’m I’ll be left standing without you