Locked in cinder block

Who can lie?

Love’s fucking crazy!

One minute it’s perfect,

Next minute we hate it.

How can you bring out my worst,

And my best?

My triggers pull your triggers,

I go insane - act a mess.

I have heartache and pain,

from our disconnect.

Seems like just yesterday,

I was kissing your neck.

In a solitary cell,

I prayed for you.

Dreamed you’d be tossed in by the CO,

And I’d have my way with you.

But I’ll never tell.

Gotta’ stay away from you.

I get three meals a day,

And I sleep on a cot.

So many hours to think,

What we had - what I lost.

What I threw away,

Acting without thought.

I’ll admit I’m ashamed,

That the one I love best,

Was treated the worst.

It’s my biggest regret.

They say when one door is closed,

Another is open.

Not when locked in cinder block,

Unless you have magic potion.