you are disgusting.

you are wonderful.

( that illness in my head. )

you are painful.

you are healing.

( it won't ever stop. )

you are a creature.

you are an angel.

( shrieking your name -- )

you are nothing.

you are everything.

( -- like a storm siren. )

you are terrifying.

you are safe.

( without your presence -- )

you are a wound.

you are an embrace.

( -- it will tear me apart. )

you are freezing.

you are warm.

( so, i beg you -- )

i am disgusting.

i am disgusting.

( -- do not abandon me -- )

you are perfect.

you are perfect.

( -- even at my worst hour. )