it’s all decaying

i see foundation leaks beneath rotten surfaces

muted music so you can hear who’s behind you

feeling ever so present to the essence of morning

yet so further removed from a sense of being

watch as the embers extinguish themselves onto the river

icy water reflecting city light

find words ever so forthcoming

wish they had ur delight

sinking into corners

wishing my mind could concave

i don’t how u spend ur free time

i guess i don’t know what’s become of mine

trying to light my last cigarette

but my thumbs gone numb with frost

trying to be sober but the sidewalk is still breathing

my mind moving in fractal tones

finding comfort in the quiet

yet no solace in being alone