Cannot find the beauty

I look up at the stars and I cannot find their beauty. I only see their dimly lit sorry selves.

I see an untouched snow covered hill and I don't see the beauty. I only see the joy I would get in ruining it's perfectness.

I see the powerful waves of the oceans and I don't see its beauty. I only see flesh eating creatures that are waiting to taste my blood.

I look at my heart and I no longer see one. I see it on the ground in a million pieces.

I look at you and I see the reasons.