Why happy?

My thoughts are wild

Sometimes I can't think

My mind speaks so loud

I'm always on the brink

Of breaking and happiness

Bipolar maybe?

Or is it this world making madness

Consume me?

But I'm never alone why do I feel it?

My honey right beside me but I don't want it?

Push and shove I wanna be alone

No I don't, my thoughts always roam

Why is happiness such a hard task?

Figure of my imagination,

But look at all the smiling faces..

It's only me struggling to look that happy

Believing in yourself is the first step

Reality is much more than sappy

Books and novels can only portray

A life full of perfection

My life is far from that

I guess I'm happy, that's how it's gotta be