My French Poem Which Quickly Devolves into SOBER YES SOBER (apparent, even to the crazy one) Craziness

Timing is fluid in this post.

I wrote a poem in French last night and now it's gone and I don't know why. I can't write in French? I'll have whoever deleted my post know that according to

Duolingo, I am in the top 10% of fastest learners of French, GLOBALLY.

AND I DID NOT SAVE A COPY.

LET THE EXPLETIVES ABOUND BECAUSE THAT POEM DIDN'T JUST FALL OUT OF ME. IT TOOK A COUPLE HOURS TO WRITE (MOSTLY BECAUSE I AM NOT FUCKING FRENCH) AND NOW IT'S GONE WITH NO REASON NOR RHYME.

you deleters could have at least added rhyme....or an explanation for the deletion even though the explanation would have been ridiculous and so I am ASSuming that's why you chose not to explain.

I hate people.

I love people.

I can only love people from a distance because when I am close it makes me hate them.

OH MY FUCKING GOD.

I AM ANGRY.

NOW...I HAVE TO THANK YOU WHILE NOT DWELLING ON THE FACT THAT I'M HAPPY TO BE ANGRY BECAUSE ANGER IS MY CATALYST FOR WRITING.

oh my god, the fucking poem just reappeared. I presume in an attempt to discredit me. How can you discredit a person with no credit?

ok well since you are obviously listening, why can't I have a profile pic or background pic and everyone else can?

yeah, I'll take my lick, I made the title ridiculous so I didn't recognize it.

I'll stand up while everyone laughs and points...I do it well, I've had much experience.

I'll shall leave this pile of crazy exactly as it is.