In Retrospect

This here,   aint no mystery

Life... more or less filled with misery

Babies even cry upon they delivery

Dear God, I pray you deliver me

Not from sins nor from evil but save me from my memory

Please remember me,

Even though I never spent a single moment in your reverie

As I'm judged for eternity,

Please consider me

As if I'm even worthy,

Of every opportunity

Deserving to be

In your heavenly scenery

BRIEFLY, I WAS UNDER THE SPELL OF SORCERY

I was a victim of some treachery

I know I gave in to desires that's earthly

I was only hurting me..

Didn't even have the courtesy

Wanted more for me,

At times I took it forcefully

Ashamed to admit I made gains from another man's mortality

Most Importantly,

now having me some form of clarity

Which comes as a rarity,

your generosity, blessed me with this charity

Regretfully, remorseful for deeds Ive done wrongfully

No longer is there a cold hearted me,

So wholeheartedly

Something new for me,

this is my uncharted sea

I would sail endlessly

until you've undoubtedly pardoned me.

Presently,  I rather things go pleasantly

Please accept my truest apology