what if you die

and then you see a rerun of your life

it was dark and desperate in the beginning

but then

you slowly

very slowly

started to see the wonderful things again

what if you started to love the sun

what if you noticed the feel of scratchy grass under your feet

what if you stuck your tongue out to catch snow in the winter

it doesn't seem like your dreams are going to happen anytime soon

but your nightmares turned into reality

maybe your dreams can too.