I had a vision

I think He mixed my minerals different.

Paranoid schizophrenic, I think this is his religion.

I feel it in my body, feel it fuse in my physics.

Mistakes in this business: wishes and timid decisions

My demons are deceitful

A love affair with a needle caused the people closest to me to believe that I was evil

And it was trials tribulations evolution situations

And the money seems to fuel the negative confrontations

Chains and Straps

I think my brain just snapped

I'd rather go out with a bang, then just fade to black

I struggle and strain against the buckles and chains

I fell in love with the pain

But still the struggle remains