Just one person

I'm so tired of feeling alone. I know I'm not I have so many friends who I know care about me and would do anything for me. So why do I still feel so alone? It feels like it's just me against the world which is nothing new it's always been that way for as long as I can remember. But for the first time, I don't want to be alone. I want one person just one person who will sit there with me in my darkest moments and tell me that it's okay. That it's okay to not be okay and that eventually, I will be. I want someone who will stick by my side, show me that they love me, and make me listen, make me understand. Someone who will tell me that there is nothing wrong with me I'm just going through a rough patch right now and that that's okay. Maybe I'm just not meant to be loved like that. Maybe I'm supposed to be alone... I don't know. All I know is I'm tired of feeling like this.