Disconnect

I want to scream.

I want to shout and kick and flail

And show it to you with words

I want to find the letters

And piece them together

Till you know exactly how I feel.

I feel disconnected from the world.

Like I'm falling and there's no safety net.

Like I'm screaming as loud as I can

But everyone's ears are muffled.

I want to run up to you and explain what I left unsaid

But I cant fit the jumbled words together.

Now I'm pounding on the keys

Trying to get the words down fast enough

Fighting to control the pain inside of me

Longing for someone to feel it.

I can't even rhyme

Or make the correct flow.

I just want to scream.

But I cant fit the words on this tiny screen.