i panic and it keeps me up at night
i cannot believe that it is true.
yet again, i am leaving again.
isolation, self-deprecation.
why is it so hard to let go of the idea
that i deserve to be alone?
why do i prefer the solitude of my room
over the love and comfort of another's arms?
it is hard to love another's heart
when all i want so badly in life
is for my own heart to stop beating.
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