What is life for someone like me

It's tiresome , breathing in pain and having mental breakdown.

Nothing but helplessness and darkness to see around.

Painful cries at night going to sleep without someone to say IT'S OKAY and everything will be okay keep going on and some day you'll be fine.

For you who read this...from nothing like me. Please be fine it's okay and everything will be okay please keep going and someday you'll be fine.