What it Feels Like To Drown

If I could end it I would

But there’s people counting on me

Doesn’t that mean I cannot

Or does it mean I should

You don’t have the right answer

A nexus that leaves us betwixt

A correct one doesn’t exist

It’s between the stars

Will he pull it continue

Following the lead of so many

Drowning in the gold of Henry

Ta those that that exited this venue

No one really knows

How we’ll feel tomorrow

Is optimism ambivalence or

Or endless sorrow

Saudade saudade we cry out in pain

Saudade saudade we cry out in vain