My Other Half

PROLOGUE

LIFE IS SO CRUEL

Life is full of disappointments. I can't explain to you how much I hate my life at the moment. The world is so screwed up, I just want to dissolve into dust and be blown away by the wind, so I can get out of this messed up world we live in.

The world has no value in life, however, people just go with the flow and take whatever comes to them. Good or Bad. Right now, I'm living in the Bad world, where the Devil gave me the worst punishment of all.

Losing someone I cared and adored for.

It feels like God has disappeared and the Devil took his place to rule this messed up world. He's definitely controlling my life. I had to endure the bad memories he gave me and the person I cared for.

The Devil is following us everywhere we go whether you're aware of it or not. The Devil is vindicating innocent people for no reason. It was a plight to see everything turn from a bright light of happiness to a dark place where you can never find your way back to the light.

Ever since I was born, I was filled with happiness and love because of my mother and father. Needless to say, everything turned upside down when one person disappeared from my life forever. I'll never get the happiness and affection from the person I loved ever again, because the Devil took them away from me. It feels like someone ripped my heart out of my chest and broke it into a million pieces.

I always ask myself, "Why does everything happen to innocent people?" "Why do they have to suffer from something they didn't do?"

It's heartbreaking.

Furthermore, everything is different now. My life before is never going to be the same again. Right now I'm standing in front of a grave, reading everything verbatim. I just can't help myself but let the tears fall out of my tear ducts and pour down my cheeks freely, letting the emotions get to me.

The words I see, is what I'm going to remember for the rest of my life. The words that are going to haunt me for a long time.

Rest in Peace

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My heart breaks every time I read those words because I'm never going to see the real thing again. I'm never going to see the loving, smart, kind, and amazing person I've ever met again. I'm never going to see their remarkable face again and their beautiful personality. The Devil took the happiness away from me for no reason.

Not even a warning was provided for me.

I'm never going to see . . .

My first love . . . ever again.