I’m a Kid, not a Duty

You do a good job making me forget

how unkind you can be most times

all the manipulative little traps you set

how I wish I wasn't yours most times

broken and I can't

understand why I believe the words that come out your mouth everytime.

But I can't be yours, I swear I can't

You gave me life but I don't owe you anything

do I?

No, it's your job to care

but then I also don't wanna feel like a duty

no I don't

I want you to do it all cause you care

love me because you want

and not because you are the reason

I was born.

You do a good job making me forget

what you become when you don't get

all the things that you want

that you are the reason a part of me is broken and I can't

believe what a damn liar you are

and why I fall for it everytime.

But I can't be that again, I swear I can't

You can tell me lies but I don't have to believe them

do I?

No, it's not your job to care

but then I don't really believe

that you'll care at all if it weren't a duty

no I don't

I don't want you to do anything at all

don't care, don't love even if you want

because you are so damn toxic and make me wish I was never born.