Delusional.

" I appreciate what you are trying to do, but I don't want you any closer. I will fail you just like everybody else."

" But I want to be with you; you next to me"

" Admire me from afar, it will be less bitter for us "

" Give me a possibility to prove something different and meaningful"

" I have heard, seen and lived through those idioms, and I didn't like the ending "

" If it is a movie for you, I will be Flynn Rider. You're my new dream, let me live that with you."

" But dreams are illusions "

" And if we are delusional, at least we both once lived it all right."