You were there. All the time, you were there for me and the others. I swear I saw you well. Your eyes were giant full of life, your pupils. I could see the universe in them. Now for god's sake, why did you disappear?

That one question goes on and off my mind. Nothing comes as an answer.

You were always there for me. I thought I was for you as well.

How, Jesus, How did it all go wrong? Where did I mess up? Was I the one reason?

Why did you go and leave me here?

I swear I still love you, but I just don't understand.

My life was on you maybe this is what was wrong. Perhaps you had too much to deal with, it never went on my mind, but I think I was one of the things. Never mind how I feel, but explain to me: why did you go away?

I know some things have no explanation. Perhaps, it could have one. For the living of my soul, when did it all go down the drains?

For the living, you died. But never for me.

Please, let me make it right this time!