Could you tell?

21 and untouched , if anyone asks I just haven’t found the right guy

the truth , my Love language is touch yet I get an anxiety attack when I feel like I’m about to be touched

yet I hug everyone, could you tell

21 and broken, I cry when I see people with people who love them , I cry when I see a mom and a daughter laughing, I cry when I see a daughter safe in the arms of her father , I cry when I see my siblings because i know they are loved especially by me yet I’m always smiling , could you tell

i Call myself a writer but I only write when the dark thoughts are winning , when I feel my chest tighten and I’m holding back tears and I’m weak , yet if anyone asks what’s my favorite thing to do I say write , I love the pain could you tell— it’s all that I know , it’s all that I have it’s who I am , could you tell