Love *insert puke emoji*

I’ve been crying at the moon the universe the outside , god , the window my pillow and all other things I think would listen ; to send me love . Some one for me , but what if of They listened, what if they heard the desperation of a prepubescent girl begging to know what love feels like because lying that she had felt it started to make her feel raw , it made her chest hurt , it felt like a black whole opened in her chest ant was sucking her in . But what if she just didn’t know , what if she won’t ever