Never First Choice

I try to hard but I never come first 

I've never received flowers

I've never been one that people were envious of

I know how people feel about me 

I know what they say 

I know what they think

They think they know me 

But no one really takes the time to get to know me 

I am me 

I cry 

I laugh 

I'm sad

I'm happy

I'm alone 

I feel pain 

I love unconditionally  

But I'm never first choice

I'm always booty call

I'm always a well maybe just for a second

I'm a just until someone better comes along 

I'm not what people desire

I learned this the hard way! <3