Cease with the "I loved you and trusted you, my mistake not yours" phrase.

Since when is it normal to hurt people and instead abnormal to have reliance and love for them?

Screw those who hurt you. Spit on their faces. Hit them and run. Throw eggs on their cars. Sneak in their apartment and break their TV, destroy their settee, write on their walls. It'll help you to evacuate hatred. You can go for the good human being action, simply forgive them and try to move on until you do.

Don't allow yourself to think it's because your are fat, skinny, not dark enough, not white enough or I don't know what ever thing you are questioning. You're beautiful. You're exceptional.

Cease with the "I loved you and trusted you, my mistake not yours" phrase. because the blame is and will never be on you it's on them.