Kind of happiness

I haven't felt this good

In a really long time

Naturally, anyways

Sometimes a new relationship

may make me feel good

or jamming out to my favorite songs

but this is a natural happiness

A woke-up-on-the-right-side-of-the-bed

kind of happiness

A damn-I-look-cute-today

kind of happiness

An everything-will-be-okay

kind of happiness

An today-I-want-to-write

kind of happiness

A I'm-going-to-give-my-partner-a-big-hug

kind of happiness

A blissful moment-of-watching-the-sunrise

kind of happiness

Yet, I can't help but wonder

How long it will actually last.