Should I?

Everywhere I look, it's there, calling me.

I feel energy draining from my body while

my ten track mind is twisting and turning.

My head hurts and I am irritated and tired.

But I had a donut yesterday

So when I look in the mirror,

I see an 80 pound girl weighed down,

Weighed down by a ton of thoughts about her body.

I look around, again, at all my friends .

They're shoveling pizza down their throats, laughing and talking

And all I do is worry about the calories as my being slowly shuts down.