Holding Back For Who?
Thirty drunken minutes later
The wave of emotions I was
hiding emerged
Why does my mind betray me?
Everything I do should make me
happy and in place of that is
irritation
confusion
and completely forced
aloneness.
I don't feel alone because nobody
cares
I feel alone because I don't want
anyone to touch me
hearing people speak makes me
cringe
the fact the I cannot not fake a
smile makes me hate myself.
I don't want to pretend anymore
I don't want to hide from others
But maybe
I still want to hide from myself.
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