blue at the lips

i wanted to say

i love you finally

but

it didn't come out

that way

just

a gasping noise like

i ran out of words

and air

he didn't take

the time to wait

until i could breathe again

he left,

and with him,

all my love

it ended like this, my

words were stolen

and i was left

silent like

a hazy

grey ghost

with empty eyes and

mouth, he took

everything

all the

i hate yous i want yous

and i love yous

he took

everything

i wanted to say