What if?

I know not what transformation will arise

I know not if tomorrow's you will be closer to,

or further from a forever by my side.

Here in the sunshine happy and free,

knowing only how it feels looking up at you,

as your looking down at me.

What if that dream you had just the other day,

created a life known as me long ago and far away?

What if so powerful that wish that it went backwards in time,

creating a circumstance where just by happenstance,

my parents loved me from each other…just for you?

What if?

What if that is the reason for me?

So many lives changed because of my existence,

so many lives exist because you wished for a world with me in it.

What if?

What if this ripple in time was because it mattered so much to eternity,

that you knew true loves divine?

So you would know what true love should feel like,

what it should look like, what it should sound, smell, and taste like.

What if?

What if I was calculated so carefully,

so my little hand would fit in yours perfectly.

Electric currents, peaceful warm.

What if divine intervention ensured,

I would grow only until my lips met yours.

Barefoot, on cold tiptoes.

What if?

What if every tear, every year I cried,

was orchestrated by God in heaven by careful design?

What if all the broken, what if all the shame,

was meant to rip me open to release lifetimes worth of pain.

What if?

Perhaps it was all so the awareness I found,

could be used to teach you to soar with both feet on the ground.

What if that's how loved you are?

What if?

What if you’re so loved that nothing like facts,

science, or time, could stop the creation,

of what was once just in your mind.

What if?

What if the entire universe and the heavens above,

broke all of its rules with the blessings of God?

Who ordered the changing of reality.

Who cosigned on rewriting nature’s history.

So you could have your dreams fulfilled in me?

What if?

Can you imagine that?

What if this is true as well,

manifested in you for my dreams fulfilled?

What if your life is the answered dream,

the granted wish that was wished by me?

Your pretty little gypsy girl.

What if?