A ten year waste

We were stuck at a boy scout meeting with our brothers. 

We were the only girls there. 

I was in third grade 

You were in second 

Your favorite color was orange

Mine was blue 

We lived on the same street 

It was destiny

We spent many nights staying up late 

Telling secrets and laughing til our stomachs' hurt 

 In the summers we would plan days to spend at the beach 

Ride our bikes to get ice cream 

Our favorite thing to do was to bake

We would eat our goodies and binge watch Criminal Minds

You would tell me all about the new country music you found 

I would tell you all about the pop punk music I love

We would fight over which character on our favorite t.v show we had a crush on 

Making that person ours. There was no sharing when it came to boys 

I was there for you when you had your first break up

I threaten to kill the guy 

You always knew how to cheer me up when I was sad 

Now all you know how to do is make me cry

You broke my heart and acted as though our friendship was a lie 

I have ten years worth of memories that once were happy and now make me cry

We were only suppose to get in little stupid fights where we would make up right away 

You stopped texting me 

You never said hello 

You waited until I said something, wondering what was going on

You told me you were done putting up with me, basically our friendship was a waste

I pathetically wish and pray we can work through this because I still love you.