Too young 2B Old

My mind says I’m only twelve years old, my pictures, without filters, say I’m thirty-two.

But my body has been so abused and broken by different means, that the pain of living everyday makes me feel like onehundredthirtytwo!

My mind still wants to climb trees and run on the beach and ride horses.

My body says ouch! You’re too stiff for that, you can’t move that way anymore!

Just this week I got results back from testing last month and I have two disks in my neck deteriorating and three in my lower back deteriorating, one is bulging and causing pressure.

Im looking at wheelchair options…..

Im fifty five.

Im much too young to feel this damned old!