Belladonna

If I had to pick a poison

Let us see what I would choose

Belladonna for your ruse,and all that it made me lose

Adulterate my thoughts with a chaser full of whiskey,

Washing down the shots you spill out

Saying that you miss me

Polonium for a perception of turmoil

My soul stuck in a daze

Cannot adjourn from the twists and turns of this heinous maze

Ecstacy for all the times that you were next to me

Vodka for the present now that I am a wreck to see

Cyanide for the tears i cried having no where to confide

A blindsided ride that shattered everything inside

Handful of pills uppers and downers for when it is all too much

Mixed with a bottle hollow and calmly crucified upon this crutch

Aconite and hemlock for saying you love me each time we talk

With your past served pain in limbo I remain sitting at a table of shock

Mercury cyanide arsenic toxic venomous noose

But if I had to pick a poison you're still the one I'd choose

Daniel

   Jacob and my fucked up mind

Dabney

May 2016