Alone.
At first,
Everything is bright
Happy
Normal
Rainclouds come
Hide the sun
And I'm dizzy,
Tripping over
My own feet
How can I trip in a dream?
In dreams,
You're not supposed to feel
Pain
You're not supposed to
Ache
But I see my family
My friends
My life
Extinguished
Like a flickering light
In a dark hall.
I watch as
Everything I love
Is crushed
Under the Enemy's heel
And ground into
Oblivion
I scream
And run to help
But my feet don't move
My voice makes
No sound
My hands cannot
Help
Help
HELP
Someone,
Anyone,
Please help me
I fall to my knees
And see red
Tears of blood
My tears?
Or rain?
My blood?
No.
My sister's.
I turn around
And he's there.
My demon.
He wears my face
And uses my voice
To laugh at me.
He shows me
Things I long for;
My friend, alive.
My scars, healed.
My hopes, restored.
Then my demon
Uses my teeth
To bite down,
Hard,
And rip them in half.
I close my eyes
Against the sight.
When I look again,
I'm falling.
Falling into nothing,
No one to catch me
No one to care.
Alone.