Accidentally Interrupting

My first thought is a question-

why is my reflex to throw up?

There is no reason to throw up

or even to really feel ashamed

except for one

but it's only one

even if that one

was not reading the room

which I used to pride myself on doing.

Did I really just think

I could hop into a conversation like that?

Just because the two people are my friends

or were my friends

doesn't mean they want to hear my voice

or see my face.

I do tend to talk too much

and make things about me

so I don't blame them

for asking me to find a different table.

It is probably better

if I keep my thoughts to myself

from now on.