The Devil Wears Makeup and dyes her hair

Was it worth it?

Moving me out and moving him in from out of state,

Was it worth it?

For that to also end abruptly and violently,

Was it worth it?

Tearing me down for him, only to have it fall back apart on you,

Was it worth it?

Was hurting me worth it?

Tell me please, it was worth it.

Because if it wasn't I don't think I can handle going through it again, with you.

That's my choice, isn't it?

But for some reason after all the chaos and fire I consumed myself with, I still want you back.

I am very very afraid that you will unblock me and talk to me once more.

I don't think I can resist your temptation.

Please don't hurt me again.

As a man who does not believe in a God, I pray to whatever higher being may exist out there.

Give me the strength to resist the temptations of the Devil.