1. Go For A Run ...

Stream of consciousness:

I'm writing here because I can't think straight to save my life. My mind is in a million different places and running wild as though I have nothing to do ... Which is quite the opposite.

I have so much, too much ...

So, I sit to think about what it is I should do first and like I said, my mind runs wild.

I couldn't do the most simple task as to choosing a starting point. I hang my head and give it a swift back and forth motion, as though if I shake it fast and hard enough my brain will automatically fall into place and tell me what to do.

So, me being me, I think well Lilly, sit and just have a quick sip ... and then I realize sitt'n and sip'n is what I enjoy. After a few pulls of the bottle I pull out a pen and paper to make a list, because now I'm feeling like I have air in my body to move and be successful with my day. Anyway, I start my list, twiddling the pen between my fingers and trying to hone in on what's the most important dire thing that needs to be done first ... and it hit me ...

1. Get more sip

Then I chuckle to myself and say, well if I do that, then there's a good chance noth'n is getting done. So me being the responsible person I am, I cross it out and write beer under it, oh as I add a ^light before the beer.

See, I'm trying to loose weight, so damnit be cool Lilly, I say.

I begin to twiddle the pen between my fingers again to think of #2 ... as I sat there long enough I felt if I didn't know by then, let it go and just move on.

Long story short, I went to get light beer and instead came home with more sip ...

and made a pot roast for dinner.

Well, the pot roast burned. So now we're having pulled pork sandwiches.

All I have to say is wow, what a long fuck'n day .... I should have went for my run first.