Never the Same

I was never the same after I tripped on depression.

Never the same after I crashed into pain.

I couldn't see after I fell into the abyss of loneliness.

I was never the same after constant frustration.

Never the same when I couldn't escape from my own brain.

I couldn't see anything as I wrapped myself in emptiness.

Never the same as I lost myself in shrouds of sheer darkness,

Never the same as I shrouded myself in clouds of vacuity.

Never the same as I clouded myself in pain, fear, horror, desolation.

Never the same as I killed myself.