I am

I am hurt and hurtful

I wonder who I can trust

I hear the looks

I see the rumors

I want to get along

I am hurt and hurtful

I pretend that I don't care

I feel like hiding away

I touch feelings

I worry about the pain I have caused

I cry all the time

I am hurt and hurtful

I understand that things will never change 

I say that I am sorry

I dream of forgiveness

I try to do better

I hope I will stop failing

I am hurt and hurtful