Realization

You bleed ripples in my calm waters of sanity

Beautiful like angel never doubted my certainty

Can I drift in a boat made of your dreams, but alas

Little I knew your true self was loaded with ego harass

Didn’t think such fake symptoms just shaped who I was for your liking

Like an idiot followed your shadows of love didn’t mind asking

A false hope clinged to my arms to pull me again to you

Resistance grew an armor with such broken glass of your face in view

I may be fighting miles away from you with a shield of karma

I’m getting too embarrassed to say my love was made in China