Thinking of You

Give me a topic

And I'll ponder

Hard

About how I could inspire

With what inspired me

A few words down

And I stare at

And amateur's piece

And feel insecurity

Filling up my

Uneasy and fragile heart

What could I write

That would inspire you? 

The I hold it in 

And give up. 

Then when I feel I have

nothing to lose

I let it all out. 

Not bothering whether 

It's seemingly artistic

enough

I let the words roll off

The tip of my fingers

Like rivulet

Become a water fall

But when I write about you

More like

Wrote

About you. 

Inspiration was not a lacking 

My heart was teeming with love

For you. 

But deliverance. 

Words. 

My words

Would never be enough

To honor you. 

But still I try

To express things slowly

Drop by drop

Holding you in my memory

I let images of you flood in 

And I write.