midnight musings don't exist with me

i'm fast asleep by then - far away

in my dreams i find i am safe

i call it my haven, my hope

but it's not forever for me

it's not a place i can stay

it washes away - a wave

of morning reality where i have to cope

goodmorning, goodbye

to my drug and my high

one day i'll choose sleep

not the kind where i can keep

you in my heart - for death has no dream