A New Place

Tears fall without warning

Myself I cannot find

Six o clock in the morning

So much is on my mind

Been drunk and high

Cannot kill this pain

But it's do or die

So I alter my brain

Reality has never been

so far away from me

Open my eyes once again

Yet still I cannot see

You may see a smile

but I feel a frown

Life is overwhelming

I try to get up but

I keep falling down

My sanity is rebelling

Trapped in mental distortion

Each breath feels like a crime

The lit flames of depression

Are burning up my time

The spiritual hammers of fate

Smashing me beyond disgrace

Dwelling on built up hate It's taking me to a new place

A place where all I feel

Is nothing but pure loneliness

And where only I am real

besides all the emptiness

Beating in me is a dying heart

It cannot take much more

It has been open from the start

So now I'm closing the door

.No longer knowing what to do

Away my soul will slip

No comprehension on what is true

There's nothing more to grip

So now I'm approaching dawn

And still I cannot sleep

Again the darkness is gone

And the alarm will pointlessly beep

Daniel

   J.     And my fucked up mind

Dabney