The Timeline

The timeline of my life and all the shit that has gone wrong and caused me trauma

2003- Was Born ( did not want to be, but had no choice).

2011- Was diagnosed with Bipolar 2 at the age of 8.

2011 to 2018- Was on so many different medications with many different side effects that affected my school and home life.

2018- Grandpa Dies ( mental health got worse).

2019- Started dating a boy in freshman year, I should have known he would ruin my life but I was young (15) and did not know what to expect.

2020- Covid began and I was stuck in a relationship that was going downhill fucking fast. During quarantine, the relationship got abusive in every way possible. He put his friends above me and was not there when I needed him the most ( I should have not needed him but he was my boyfriend what was I supposed to think). Forced me to leave my best friend for 10 months and manipulated me into staying with him.

2021- Went back to school in person and was forced to see him every day. In December of 2021, I lost all love but was abused and forced to stay with him ( got worse because I had no freedom). Beginning of January found out I was pregnant and was pressured and forced to get an abortion, I know people would say I had a choice but in that relationship, I could not do anything for myself.

Today- Found out my dog has bone cancer and will need to be put down in two days...

People will have their own life paths and people will say I have a choice. Yes, I do now in my life. I did not then. Of course there were other things that happened in my life that was fucking shitty but these were the main ones.