I hate you

My thoughts fill with disgust at the thought of you.

Your face makes me twitch, cringe at its sight.

The way your smile curls at the edge, I want to wipe the whole grin away.

The way you stand, back arched, disheveled as hell. I want to cut you.

The way your skin runs hot and cold, I want to choke you. your pathetic.

You’re a selfish, weak bastard, you deserve your pain.

The way you think so pessimistically, you are truly a waste of human space.

the way you think everyone hates you for the dumbest reason. They do, trust me they all do.

The way you slip and slope so damn easily, you truly deserve every moment of your pain, from the bottom of my heart.

Your weak, your dumb, your ugly, your truly the worst human here, a true waste.

And with that I wonder.

What’s it like to love yourself? What do people see in me?