Such A Terribly Good Day

Even though I finally felt happy after a long time

I still hate it

I hate me

I hate this

I hate the voices

I want to die

I need to die

I feel like shit all of the time

Sure, seeing that one person made me feel better

but then they were gone again

What the hell is wrong with me?

Can anyone hear me calling out for help?

-A.E.T.