Triggers Trigger with Warnings or Not so Adding [TW] I Will Not. (Rated TV 14)
Late and alone,
I'm driving down the drenched roads, reckless.
skiing through shallow streams over the saturated pavement,
In my wake water is intertwining like veins across the cracked cement.
Sheets of precipitation pelt my windshield as solids
street lights, illuminating the riot, appear as shimmering petite stars,
blurred as though I'm submerged as I go.
pool to a ripple, rain dances and cavorts thick yet fluid anterior, upon my window.
Slicing a systematic blade corrupts the flow
throwing off the spontaneous steps, and me in doing so.
A stop, a tug in my stomach tickles my senses as my concentration wanes.
turn into a slanted view, a curve with lane maintained.
I view a glimpse of detail now.
a glance along my path
a large sign advertising another clone neighborhood
in distinguished like the rest.
I progress.
smooth curves are unraveling like an elementary maze
enticing riders enthusiasm,
teasing danger, a challenging stranger
a mocking grin terrain.
,
my thoughts ripen, untamed.
teasing the trigger
a mounting pressure so small
succumbing to antagonism
to the baiting I fall.
an inch for this ruler
brazen increase in pace
I stop caring for limits,
I start a one-sided race.
speed splatters the rain in new flashing patterns
inexplicable views,
portraying licentiousness scattering.
the surge of adrenaline
a rush in my head
lightened fancies my whim
I've no time to dread.
increased to exceed
what harm or what foul
an innocent fun
excess petty thrill
and I recall only slightly
The loss in my hands
the drop of control
the time pausing realization
unable to slow.
that natural high, and what went wrong
a bridge claimed the prize
and as I shot down
Echoed a noise, a crashing scream
and booming skirt
that destructive sound
of the last thing I heard
impacts symphony, concussions rebuttal
a scream of anguished
cacophony rising in level
and I sunk to the bottom
to bunk with the devil.