Irreplaceable
No matter how much you love her she will never feel the same back. There’s nothing behind her words and nothing behind her smile.
How do you know, I see every day, the gaze of her eyes he softness of her smile, the calmness it all brings to me how can you say it’s not real. People say to me she’s a machine there’s no underlying feeling she is just expressing the emotion, but not actually feeling the emotion. She’s an android that was program to respond a certain way. But how do we know that. What is real? If you didn’t know she was an android and I put her next to you, how could you tell if she’s human or not.
The answer is it doesn’t matter, because she doesn’t feel emotion, she doesn’t think. But she puts on a pretty good act to the point that you can’t tell the difference. So if I can’t tell the difference does it matter if she is really feeling what she says. I will put my feelings on to her. Isn’t that what we do anyway. We love and hope that the other loves the same as we love them. But often, the love we pictured is differen from what the other actually felt. As humans we go through hoping that we understand the person across from us. Sometimes we do and sometimes we are completely wrong.
I may think we are friends, or that a girl has deeper feelings, but what she is showing on the surface is all there is. Maybe I’m a coward and I’m accepting the android because it’s easier. Just as you said there’s nothing deeper than what’s she’s showing me. But what she is showing is affection, so there’s no need to wonder, if deep down does she hate me, am I treating her righ, do I really understand her? Those thoughts don’t cross my mind. I know what I’m seeing is what I’m getting. IF there’s no meaning to her words I’ll put meaning to them. If there’s no though in her actions, I’ll put thought to them. If there is no love in her look, I’ll put love in it. IN my mind I’m giving her everything that she is lacking, maybe then she’ll become human.
If she moves like a human, talk like a human, and looks like a human, I’ll perceive as such. After all what’s the point of making them look like us, what’s the point of making them speak like us, what’s the point of making them move like us, if we don’t want them to be like us. If we stop labeling them as androids and making it known they are jus robos. Would any of us even take notice of the little inconsistencies. Or would we ignore them, like we ignore regular peoples inconsistnecies. Are we so scared.
Scared of being replaced. First we used them as tools to make our jobs easier. Then as they got more advanced slowly they took our jobs and gave us freedom. And now even more so they have become so advance that they make take our society and improve it like they improve everything else. But we lose our society to robots as well then what do humans have left. Just an inferiority complex I guess, useless to the world.
Eventually they will become irreplaceable to the world and us well we have always been very replaceable since he beginning. But she’s already irreplaceable to me and maybe once I’m gone I’ll be replaced by someone that needed something irreplaceable. But make no mistake this isn’t about love, it’s about selfishness, comfort, monopolizing, anxiety, ease, or is it just an escape from lonliness. But well I guess when you wrap it all up, maybe it is about love.