Not Anymore

I fell too hard,

and too fast

I fell from a place so high

A place you showed me

Our own little world

But goddamnit

It hurt

It hurt like hell

I'm burning up as I return to the earth

Tossing and turning

It was inevitable

a second,

a minute,

it could have been hours or more,

But the anticipation

The ache

Knowing everything was going to change

I don't know whose fault it was

or who pushed who

But not knowing somehow makes it hurt more

Because maybe it was me who caused this collision

Maybe I caused the tremors in the ground

and the coldness in the wind

The tilting of our axis

and the rising of our seas

Maybe it was me.